RAH.forget it alr.im not interested in spendin my birthday.
i keep tryin to plan sth but here it is, everyone havin invites to go clubbin.
forget it.im so not interested anymore in doing anything.or tryin to talk to you girls.
ya,im left out of everything. congratulations (:
b it whatevr way,i give the impression im better off with my colleagues also can.
cuz they pull me into every event.and u pull me out of everything.
im irritated.
jus fucker off.

today was a great start of the day, meetin up with jo takin pics n havin fun.
havin a dinner with his fam fer 10pax totallin to a $800 dinner. i think they print money. n hearing nice cheery music before dinner where 5 ppl did some song n dance.
talkin to mon tonight at macs tellin our heartfelt thinkin. sharing ideas and views.
ends up that at the stroke of midnight, everything becomes a nightmare.

and another midnight, the sweetest nightmare.
my greatest wish is not fulfilled.
i die a grieved soul.